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the past few days havent gone as well as i wouldve liked them to. thursday night was bowling. i bowled terribly. our team didnt do too well. we missed ryan. he didnt come. friday, keefer had planned on taking me on a date. to dinner and to see black swan. he called me around 1130 to tell me that his brother was in the hospital. we had no idea what the situation was. so plans were kind of shifted. he came over around 2. we went to eat. said we'd go see the movie tomorrow. then we found out ryan has gall stones and will need his gall bladder removed. scary situation. he'll be having surgery on monday. so keefer and i went to the hospital to see him. spent a couple hours there. keefer was going to come with me to my parents house today, to watch the packer game with me and my family. but since his brother is in the hospital, he went there instead. i really hope ryan will be okay.

i went to watch the packer game at my parents house. we won. now im home. i really wanted to go out tonight, since i start school on tuesday and it will probably consume a lot of my free time that i have when im not working. but no one ive text has text me back. im realizing that i dont really have friends. it kinda sucks. i feel that the only person who is there when i need someone is keefer... and lately hes had so much of his own stuff going on, he hasnt really been there either. its hard trying to be positive and happy when ive got no one to share it with. the only reason im kind of excited for school, is i hope i meet some people. and get some friends. its 10 on a saturday night, and im home, alone. stupid.