Tuesday, January 25, 2011

change your mind

yesterday went alright. work was stupid, but i stayed 30 minutes late so i'll get a little bit of overtime on my check! woohoo. class was good last night. i only had my com class and the time went super fast. we just took this test to see what our dominant communication was. the one i got describes me pretty well. i think that class will be pretty easy.

keefer came over after i got out of class to help me with my english homework. i really appreciate his help. im glad we've been getting along. i just wish he wouldnt get so frustrated when trying to help me because i dont understand something. but we got it done and we are still good. he says i need to start reading more news. he says it'll help me learn and i'll know about things going on in the world. because i'll be honest, im pretty clueless about current events. and he feels that it'll help me with english. i guess we'll see. yahoo news you will be my best friend from now on. tell me interesting stories. ive missed him though. i just hope things continue to be like they are and we try to hang out at least once a week besides bowling.

i really need to start getting my ass to the gym. i feel like im gaining weight back, which i probably am. and i need to stop that and lose a few more. i can almost fit into pants that i havent worn in 2 years, and i was my thinnest when i wore those pants. it would make me so happy if i could fit in them again and wear them comfortably. i wouldnt have to go buy new pants because i barely have any to wear on a daily basis. my mind is set. now i just need to put that to work and actually do it. i planned on going this past weekend, at least friday and saturday, but didnt. this coming weekend, i NEED to. i AM going to! no more excuses.

i miss some people. it feels like i can never win. its sad how content i am with not having any friends. i guess ive done it for so long, it stresses me out when i have to try and make time for a bunch of people. i dont have time for a life right now, and for some reason, im perfectly okay with that. i am focused on school, and me. i cant say ive ever focused on me, but its time to start.

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