recovery

i woke up on tuesday morning with a full blown cold. started popping dayquil to try to get rid of it before wednesday. i didnt know if they'd still take my wisdom teeth out with a cold. tuesday night we went to trivia at boulders to celebrate joeys birthday. then afterwards we went to phoenix to continue celebrating at kyles house. everything was completely fine until the alcohol really started to take affect. fights. i was fed up. i fucked up. i really didnt sleep that night. keefer was supposed to take me to get my wisdom teeth out, but my mom ended up taking me. she picked me up and we ventured to the dentist. we got there, waited for like 5 minutes and they called my name. my mom went back with me. i sat in the chair. they started hooking me up to the machines to watch my vitals while i was under. then the dentist came in and took my arm. wrapped a tube around it and i was like wtf! then she put the iv in. it hurt. i have a pretty gnarly bruise on my arm where it was. then the medicine started running through my veins. i started feeling dizzy and dont remember falling asleep. i woke up crying about the fight i had with keefer. then they walked me to the car and i dont remember the drive home. my mom said i was freaking out about paying my rent. my mouth was really numb so i wasnt feeling too bad. i felt kinda swollen only because of the gauze in my mouth. my mom got back with my pain meds and so i took some. she put in the a team and i slept for like an hour and 15 minutes. woke up, she gave me some applesauce. we watched tv. it really started hurting. i am pretty swollen. it sucks having a cold and not being able to really open my mouth. i dont want to rupture my blood clots so im trying to be real careful. i didnt sleep much through the night. you'd think painkillers would help you sleep, but i didnt sleep much. my mom is taking me home after she gets home from work. it'll be nice being able to lay in my own bed. i'll miss cable though lol! keefer and i apologized to each other. i dont really know whats going to happen with that. he told me he still wants me to come to the cabin with them next week. ive been looking forward to that for a while, so i want to go, but i dont want to fight. i guess we'll play it by ear and see how things go between now and then. im glad im on the road to recovery. hopefully now that my wisdom teeth are out, i wont constantly have a headache. tomorrow is new years eve. i dont think i'll be doing anything. thats kind of a bummer. but im pretty sure i'll still be pretty swollen, so i should probably take it easy.