the past few months have been rough. i need to snap myself out of this depression. there have been good things that have happened, so why cant i be happy? i was worried about not finding a good home for noah, but he has a fantastic home now with my parents. he has two friends to keep him company all the time and i still see him on a weekly basis. he still loves me. i was really lonely for awhile, but now im hanging out with other people. i've been hanging out with michael more lately. its been really awesome. he is such an amazing person and just really enjoy being around him. he is always in a great mood and always makes me laugh. i have a good time hanging out with him. keefer and i havent been spending as much time together lately. ive been something else lately and we just seemed to fight whenever we hung out. so maybe its a good time to take some time apart. i need to start living my life for me. i need to focus on making myself happy. i start school in about a month. im kinda nervous. but it'll be good for me. maybe i'll meet some new people and will actually have more than a few friends. there are a lot of things that are changing. work is crazy because we've bought a new building down the street and half of us are moving down there. so they are working on moving things from here to there and its just craziness. a few of my coworkers have been really nice lately. they try to make the best of the day, like me, and it really helps. christmas is a week from this weekend. it came so fast. i have a week off after next week. im getting my wisdom teeth removed that week. what a great way to spend my week off. not. but it'll be good. hopefully that'll help with my headaches. and mouth pain. im really scatterbrained lately. im making some changes. im going to NOT care or worry so much and just try to be happy. so far i feel like ive been successful...for the most part. i woke up depressed but i am good now. i found out my fav coworker is moving into the new building after all! best day ever. bowling is tonight and i have a feeling im going to do really well. im excited.
Why did you have to find a new home for Noah? I couldn't imagine having to give up one of my kitties, even if it was to my parents!
ReplyDeletei live in a studio apartment, super small. and i was rarely ever home so he was just bored and started to ruin things. he wouldnt let me sleep. it just got to a point where i knew he wasnt happy where he was. so my parents decided they would take him in. he loves being there. i would take him there weekly anyways so he knows where he is. and he has constant companions. i can tell when im over there that he is so much happier. he still knows im his mommy. when i come in the door and he sees me he runs up to me and meows and wants me to love on him. a studio apartment isnt enough room for a kitty. and i couldnt afford to get him a playmate. its for the best.
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